Poems--So Many Things

So many things...

So many things I know not about her

Of things that inspire or make her wonder

Things that come together to picture a person completely

Her dreams, her

Emotional seams

Devotional scene

Or

The ocean she sees

So easily.

So many things I will one day understand

Where, in the meantime, anticipation stands;

You know, patience demands

That I take all of it in as a delicate sand

And

Not trap our dances in hourglasses standing on end,

But instead,

As few of the so many things that I do comprehend, I

Can simply keep wishing her smile radiates what she's thinking,

That as many of the so many things as she'll one day choose to give me,

This bit of a smile and a kiss on her face,

And the way her two eyes light the way to a place

only hers and so privy;

That the little things we have shared--all the glances and stares, emotional dances and flares, bursts of words and illogical thirsts for the other--that all these little things,

Worth so many things,

Will earn a page in everything that will one day describe how our sun rose and shone and gave birth to a soul, unexpectedly so, unpretentiously old, so...

endlessly and neverendingly molded by the so many things I still don't know but hope to...

and it's those so many things that so elate me.

She is so amazing.

Rhymes

Just days ago wore my heart on my sleeve/
not the hardest thing ever but still took honesty/
cuz I humbled myself to this girl named lissette/
you know i let the feelings get advanced accelerated mistake number one made from the start/
idealized her but realized worth is earned not given free like natural water/
friendship is a beam of light but the breeze of time is in the end responsible not forcing your mind on them/
time does the understanding/
landing in a lake of smiles is always nice/
but if you take the time to fill up a lake/
it's more precise/
so I relayed to her how I feel/
put aside emotion sentiments cuz the deal/
was sweating like the sun/
and to be the only one original individual kat/
planned ahead/
want to cultivate a positive friend/
keyword accentuated/
cuz mistake number two made/
and hated myself in a small way/
tried to play the game/
you know you've gotta be up front be your own way/
face contorted in expression of pain/
distorted brain trying to sort the recorded aftermath/
once we spoke/
hope she won't act unnatural/
now the agenda's on the same page/
actual purpose of a smile/
of a filtered conversation is to dial/
the number to her heart right/
where the word friend resides/
alive in her mind/
not die like the rest/
convulsion of thoughts expressed in disarray/
cuz space has this gravity attracting me to l/
plain simple message told her 'I like you'/
so it's insane to tell tame a wild sensation/
to be friends is just the reflex of our relations/
I have this feeling she might not pursue/
the proposition to/
be for her the kat to be for her there when she needs me/
I hope she sees me/
as what I envision a seed for growth/
if not I'll learn to cope/
I've learned not to dive into the pool cuz minds must be scoped first/
then enticed to fill out the survey to show worth/
slow work into our friendship I fear/
but the ball's in her court now/
want to believe I'm wrong about what's thrown down here...

Rhymes

I know this girl named lissette with a smile sweet like the honey honey pouring down from partitions in the sky/
I pick words nice to describe her worth/
finesse like gems/
excavated from the mine of sugarcane/
a plain simple girl with just enough delight to tame/
my complicated world and life/
original colombian I'm glad we're friends/
the clouds are written over with what flows from my pen/
inspiration when I look into those eyes/
which blind me momentarily like light/
reflected off white glaciers too bright/
sometimes melt the flavor in my heart/
you know/
like caramel drums sounding in the night/
mess with time's flow/
it has to stop for a second pause drop for a second all activity just to see your true beauty reflections/
if I was wind I would carry your scents in to the senses of all humans/
cuz it's aromatic essence got me coming back to your sands constantly like a tourist/
pleasant curious sentiments coming up into this corazón mío con tu luna llena siento el calor frio/
gracias al señor por dejarme ser un amigo de esta princesa bella/
sea como sea I'm satisfied/
with how god's stroke of the paintbrush makes the situation a colorful creation of the friendliest kind/
amiga mia always carry that sonrisa alright?

Poems

Cuantas noches haz pasado llorando a dios?
Cuantas lagrimas haz botado orándole a dios?
El océano de Tiempo se lleno de tu tristeza
Y las olas de tu conciencia sonaron como trompetas...

La canción de tu corazón rompido
Frio, encarcelado sin amigo
Con solo el señor como testigo
De todos los ríos que tuviste que cruzar
Todas las calles que tuviste que navegar...

Todo lo que sacrificaste para darme
Un cariño puro de una madre...

Antes de nacer, yo oía tu voz
Antes de crecer, yo sentía tu calor
Antes de poder ver, yo sabia tu color
Y antes de saber hueler, yo aprendí tu olor...

No hay caramelo mas dulce, ni sueno mas lindo
Ni flor mas bella, ni espíritu mas unido
Que tu, una madre como ángel para su hijo
Que brilla mas que mil estrellas de hilo amarillo...

Luz existe en infinito colores
Y tu existes en infinito amores...

Hay personas que dudan lo que hiciste por mí
Pero cuando tenías frio, me arropabas a mí
Cuando estebas sola, me cuidabas a mí
Cuando tenías hambre, me alimentabas a mí
Cuando tu corazón lloraba, me embullabas a mí
Y cuando yo gritaba, me contabas a mí
Por eso, si me dicen, “¿Que hizo ella por ti?”
Le diré lo que hiciste, sola, por mí…

Songs

Mami quiero que tu
Sepas que te amo
Con todo mi amor
Con todo mi amor
Quiero que tu
Sepas que te amo amo amo
Con todo mi amor

Si las estrellas celestial fueran como la ideas dentro de mi cabeza, illumbrarian todo el mar con tus lagrimas, llo daria mi sol para ver tu flor crecer, ser feliz con tu voz, agua de dios en mi corazon, dolor lla no debe tener puesto en el tuyo ni en el mio, el pasado lla paso y el rio del amor va cambiar todo el futuro para tu y para mi, los dos en el cielo algun dia, mientras tanto en la tierra vamos a darle vida a las rosas de la vida, oceanos de tu amor y mi calor van asia dios, escucha las palabras de mis lavios, esta cansion es un beso, abrazo

Mami quiero que tu
Sepas que te amo
Con todo mi amor
Con todo mi amor
Quiero que tu
Sepas que te amo amo amo
Con todo mi amor

Rhymes

Ten days existed between two milleniums/
twisted the minutes to match the schematics of your smile/
cameras flashing in my mind slash heart/
as i recalled the last glances god allowed of your delightful face/
I trace my memories over the paper with you as the filament/
spaces in my head with lissette as more than 50% composition/
let the sweetness of her candied soul mend the affliction of my critical world/
distance from her didn't affect the physics/
still listened to the Dominican land with your name on its lips/
or was it me rhythmically chanting/
couldn't really tell the difference/
the feeling is a special lift/
spiritual wind calms the seas/
ocean mist turns to colorful breeze/
makes your fossilized grin within my M-I-N-D turn to the brightest coral reef/
weaving the thread of imagination into a kodak moment depicting your creation/
an archetype for all beauty/
the horizon must have turned to ruby/
when the most high first made you/
dawn shaded for the first time from the blue tears raining down from his eyes/
cried out of happiness until they turned crimson/
fate listened to god's greatest wishes as he made white light like egyptian ivory to shine fortune on a nice columbian family/
today they must be proud to have you as a daughter sister plus so many other nouns/
and even if life was soundproofed I'd still hear your melody loud and clear/
proof that your sound is unique/
so I invite you here to where my heart sleeps/
and promize to hold you dear for eternity
-Ao '01

Songs

Dame tu amor
Que te voy a dar
De mi pasion si me quieres amar
Dejame quererte como mas que un amigo
Si quieres que si
Dame una de tu sonrisas

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